Dancing After the Diagnosis
In 2018, a Nashville music teacher named Rachel Gutiérrez heard the words no 32-year-old expects: stage three lymphoma. She described the months that followed as "living underwater" — the chemo fog, the silence of a body too tired to sing, the nights she lay awake bargaining with God for one more year.
Her students sent video recordings of themselves performing the choral pieces she had taught them. She could not watch them without weeping.
Fourteen months later, Rachel's oncologist spoke a different word: remission. She drove home in stunned silence, pulled into her driveway, and sat in the car for twenty minutes. Then she walked into her living room and did something she had not done since before the diagnosis — she danced. Alone, barefoot on the hardwood floor, arms raised, tears streaming, she danced.
She later told her church congregation, "I thought God had forgotten my name. But He was writing a new verse the whole time."
The psalmist knew this rhythm. "Weeping may stay for the night," David wrote, "but rejoicing comes in the morning." Psalm 30 is not the prayer of someone who avoided suffering. It is the anthem of someone who walked through it and discovered that the Almighty had been quietly trading sackcloth for joy all along.
Rachel's dance was not the absence of grief. It was grief finally answered.
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